PROJECT 1: MEANTIME

in 2021, Mayfield & Belov released the trans-horror-romcom-fiction podcast 'Camp Here & There', in which clockmaker Jedidiah lives life in the shadow of the Clock of Meantime. the clock has the supernatural ability to count down towards "bad stuff", offering no insight on how to prepare. Jedidiah spends his whole life fearing the future, never living in the present.

in 2021, the Irish Health Executive (HSE) began treating 'Gweb Site' for gender dysphoria. She received her referral letter in February of 2021, however the HSE maintains a notoriously long waiting list..

Gweb spends three years of her life living in the shadow of the clock. making sure to accomodate the end of the queue as a central point from which any of her future could not stray from. her future was fixed. a predetermined path, she was waiting for answers, wasting time.

20 years old now. Gweb has no need for the HSE anymore. no-one should need it. she build a clock to wait in the shadow for her. one day the clock will finally ring out for her, and maybe she will hear.

I have been waiting for